I'm far enough in to this to be see just how very far I have to go, and my motivation is being tested. I just wanted to turn off the alarm (5am!) and go back to sleep. But I didn't. I got up, dressed, and off to the gym.
I should run more on the treadmill. I should run farther and faster. And I should put more effort into the biking, too. And of course, I should start weight training. I know these things, but I'm not there, yet. And I am not going to spend too much time "should'ing" all over myself.
I am going to the gym every day. I am eating much, much healthier. And I am going to do this. That is where I will put my energy right now.