Last night was tough. I couldn't sleep, despite the fact that I was mentally and physically exhausted. I just couldn't find a way to stop my mind from racing.
Action 334 - Toss And Turn. And I did. I feel like I saw the clock turn over to every hour between midnight and 5am.
I'm not too surprised, though. Yesterday was a pretty emotional day of writing, and I was dredging up a lot of tough memories. And it's a bit nerve-wracking to reveal that much about myself in such a public forum. But as I said in an earlier post, I have to trust that my friends and family will understand why I am done hiding this all from them. I can't get and stay better with so many secrets.
I'm comfortable that it was the right thing to do. I'm glad for the platform to talk about issues that are important to me, and I am hopeful that sharing my own story may help someone else on their own journey.
So yeah, I'm tired today. But I have every reason to believe I'll sleep pretty well tonight.